![]() Maybe I could be one of the go-go boys on stage? I wonder how much they get paid. Maybe one of the Afrikanners in town will hire me to mop the floors? Maybe I could even work here, at Beefcakes? What would I do, though? I could learn the bar. If my calculations are correct, I can last in Cape Town for three more days and then I will have to move somewhere new, unless I can find a job. I think about the fresh gust of hot wind that came barreling through Greenmarket Square around noon, knocking over a cart that was already chipping away at the hinges, blowing teasingly at our pickled necks. I wonder what would happen if I let Mahmoud fuck me and if there is a chance he will feed me afterwards. I can almost taste Mahmoud’s last meal on his tongue. His tongue probes me wildly and I wonder how many men he has kissed in this same spot, and more importantly, am I better? He takes me into a sloppy excavation of my mouth and I wonder if this might be the only thing I am good at. Mahmoud presses his hard cock against my abdomen, which bulges through his flamboyantly hot pink jeans. I have taken just enough ecstasy to feel like I am floating above myself. Over the cosmic thumping, Kwaito house beats vibrate our blood. Who would even care in the end? Who would even look for a kid like me? Maybe Pastor Adam will tell everyone I stole his money. How much had that been in rand? In any case, it is all gone now. When I finally arrived in Cape Town, I had just a hundred dollars. Would people be looking for me? And for how long? I am a nobody. In Bloemfontein, I threw away my missionary uniform and purchased fresh trousers and a button up. I was so afraid to look at the papers and tried my best to just keep moving south. I hope desperately that nobody recognized me on the bus from Gaborone to Johannesburg. People had given me strange looks along the way. The journey was arduous and felt endless. I still have no idea where to go, but I had my back to the wall and I did the only thing that made sense in the moment. If I should have just let Pastor Adam take the things he wanted from me. ![]() I wonder now though, in the darkness, if I have made a mistake in coming here. Klaus, the Afrikaans man at the front desk, who watches porn publicly and without concern, told me on the day that I arrived that his rate was the best deal I would find in town and I knew somehow that he was not lying. I sleep on the iron cot of a hostel that goes for ten rand a night. The ligaments of my spine crane with effort each night in my hostel, pointing my nose north toward the smell of fresh Chakalaka, which rises up from the kitchen of the good mother downstairs, who keeps her windows open, so at the very least I will have some hope to fill my empty belly. What was left of my stipend from The Mission has run dry and for weeks I have been walking around Cape Town like an omen. I wonder if Mahmoud can feel my ribs as he rubs his hands across my torso. I feel conscious of how thin I have become. He smiles and presses his body close to mine, mouthing something new into my ear that I can’t quite understand. ![]() I don’t know how to respond when people confess to a death like this, so I kiss him. I can’t tell which thing he is lying about, but I let him pull me in close, just in case. On the neon-lit dance floor of Beefcakes, a Sudanese man named Mahmoud, who is six foot four and smells of Shisa nyama and coconut oil, tells me that his father was murdered by the Janjaweed militia and that I have a really nice ass. You use what the experts coin as the hanging indent.Alexander Anthony Lopez Paradise Underground If you know what buttons to click, you definitely won’t need to move the ruler or press “Enter” multiple times to indent your citations.īut, when you format your citations, it isn’t like how you block quote in Google Docs. Indenting Citations in Google Docs - Easy Steps to FollowĪs mentioned earlier, indenting your citations in Google Docs isn’t something that you should wrack your brains over. Head to the “Special” section, click the “v” icon before choosing “Hanging” and “Apply.” Then, choose “Indentation options” to open a pop-out window. Then, head to “Format” and choose “Align & indent” in the dropdown menu. To indent citations in Google Docs, first, highlight the citations. Well, despair no more as we’ll get you through indenting citations in Google Docs. How do I indent the citations in Google Docs?ĭo I have to manually move the ruler or press “Enter” several times for me to achieve the indent my professor wants? Yay! I’m finally done with the body of my research, and I’m off to citing my sources for the research.īut, our professor wants us to indent the citations properly aside from alphabetizing them.
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